What is it like to die?

by Jason & Nicole Suzanne Brown

From the Book 'Passing Through Time'

Nicole is in constant contact with her brother Jason who has passed over. Nicole's questions are in BOLD and Jason's answers follow.

JAY, WHAT DOES IT FEEL LIKE TO DIE?

For me personally it was the most peaceful thing that I have ever felt. There were all these colours around me. At first I thought it was around me, then I noticed they were around everything. It's an amazing thing.

Every time you breath in, the colours change to brighter vibrant colours. Then every time you breathe out, they become pastel colours, still vibrant but not as bright.

I remember lifting my hand up and watching gold light like a wave, going not only around it, but through it as well. I remember thinking this is what astral travelling is probably like. I remember looking around the room and 'pushing' the colours with my hands.

I then looked more closely at my face. I remember thinking/feeling that it looked so grey and old, when I felt really young and fit. I guess you could say it was like I really felt

'alive' for the first time.

When I looked at myself again I could, when I breathed in, see everything in my body, like my lungs and bones (skeleton)and my heart, but I couldn't see my heart beating or lungs moving.

I thought for a second that I should be scared. I tried to feel scared or wait for the panic or fear to rise inside of me - But it never came.

I sat there for a long time just looking at myself and I began to cry. Not because I was scared, but because I wasn't. I knew that I had left time behind for the last time. I was free. I didn't feel sad anymore, or worthless. I didn't feel anything negative. Just peaceful...Only peaceful.

After a while, I looked up and all the colours around me had become more vibrant and really bright. I then saw these people, or Beings of Light I suppose you would call them and they were smiling at me. I remember wiping the tears from my eyes and looking down at them on my hands. My tears had now become gold light/energy. I remember thinking 'So, this is what pure love looks like'.

I remember looking at the Beings and shrugging my shoulders at them. Not like a 'Well, what's next?' thing, but a 'So, this is it' thing.

They smiled and came closer. It's quite funny to remember it now, but when you look at these Beings, their appearance changes whenever you think of something. The first thing I thought of was 'Will I see Charlie brown (childhood dog). Then there he was! This being changed into Charlie right in front of me.

I thought of Grandad and Uncle Terry and Aunty Gloria and these Beings came up and changed into them.

We all laughed and hugged each other. Uncle Terry looked really healthy, really young like I remembered him when we used to go fishing, or over at his place where we played pool.

I must have started thinking of a lot of people, because more and more Beings changed appearance to look like that person.

I looked around at myself again and watched my fiancé try to resuscitate me. I thought that I would feel a pull emotionally or frightened, scared or alone, but none of those feelings came.

It was like it happened a long time ago. Like when you stub your toe, or hit your thumb with a hammer. You remember that it hurt, but that's all, you just remember. The pain doesn't come with those memories, you just remember that back then, it hurt.

I have also been witness to people who have Passed through Time as murder victims and accident victims.

The ones that I have witnessed, experienced part of what I experienced. What I mean by 'part of' is, they seem to be in a form of dimensional protection bubble.

They bear witness to what is happening to their bodies, but are no longer feeling the emotion of what is happening to them. Maybe that's what I was in too. I just wasn't aware of the dimensional vibration that forms around people, at the 'Passing through Time'.

It also depends on your experience of choice. You can choose to not witness the event and therefore you don't. Or you can choose to bear witness to the event before Passing through Time. The choice is yours.

But remember, the first thing you feel as you Pass through Time is a peaceful, pure love/energy, through and around your body. There is no longer fear, or feelings of being isolated and alone.

You are in complete control. You see/feel/hear what you choose to.

You are instantly aware of who you are and why you are. Sure you can go through illusional dimensions of unworthiness and fear, it is your choice.

As in life, in death.

Always remember that. I cannot stress that enough.

AS IN LIFE, IN DEATH.

What you think/feel in life, you think/feel in death.

What you perceive as good and bad, right and wrong in life, you will experience in death.

JAY, WHAT ABOUT BABIES AND CHILDREN, DO THEY HAVE THE SAME EXPERIENCE OF PASSING THROUGH TIME AS YOU?

OH! Theirs is a wonderful experience because they still have the full realization of who they are and why they are.

The colours dance and laugh around them and they laugh and embrace all who are remembered. It is such a great vibrational structure to witness that I choose to witness every single one. Do not feel desperate sadness for a young child who passes, for they are gifted souls awakened in the knowledge of love and remembrance.

WHAT CAN BRING THE PARENTS OF THESE CHILDREN AND BABIES COMFORT THROUGH THEIR GRIEF, IF ANYTHING?

Allowing the realization to form within themselves about the concept of choice. Death at any age or stage through life is unforgiving, if you think of it in purely human terms. Allowing themselves to remember the divine plan and begin to search and grow through their own memoires and the love of their child.

Speak with your child - Creative drawing is also an excellent way to work through the grieving process. Notice how, by using coloured pencils or paints, the colours become stronger, more distinctive and vibrant, when the energy of your child feels near.

Become receptive in your thought patterns. Notice if any of their favourite songs play through your mind. And if they do, when they do, sing along with them. It gives them great excitement having you be in 'sync' with them.

Acknowledge their true gift of innocence. If you hear small bells or lilting music, that is your child through their own way contacting you and letting you know that they are happy and healthy and free.

WHEN PEOPLE ARE DYING, NOT FULLY PASSED THROUGH TIME YET, HOW CAN WE EASE THEIR FEAR?

Speak of your love for them. Remind them of what I have spoken of. Allow them their choice. It is what they need to experience before Passing through Time. It is their plan. Their universe conducted in how they choose to view it. As in life, in death.

Allow yourself to forgive and allow them to forgive themselves too. Speak greatly of what they will witness - extraordinary sights and sounds. Allow them the remembrance of life being the illusion. Allow them their own energy, for you will never know what they are thinking and feeling. Speak fondly of the ones who have passed before them. Speak of vivid colours and extraordinary love of self and themselves.

Remember, and this is most important.

You never get over grief but You do get through it.